i dreamt u into life.

im living a dream...

not for a moment has the beautiful face that i love morphed into something less deserving.
not for a moment has the beautiful person beneath that face shown a hint of something uglier.
not for a moment has the magic of our fairytale been broken to reveal a witch's touch.

and i don't remember ever feeling this before. despite the impending pressure and the inacceptance from various sources, ive never been more certain that this is what i want. that the root of all their problems cannot be removed by escaping into their fantasy of what my world should be like. that my original hope to unveil the reality of my world onto their facade for mine gently has been revived and here i am again at the beginning of that journey... to slowly unleash the magic of my utopia by proving myself worthy of my own decisions.

the best part of this realisation? the source of my magic is the very support for its fulfilment.

What Are My Top 2's

Terrible Twos
If you opened it, you have to do it.
-- the mail from Karen Lim... =)

Two Names You Go By:
1. Ah Jo
2. Shit

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Someone else's shorts

2. MY ORANGE FILA SINGLET!! (haha i'm finally wearing it again, charkim.)

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. me

2. trust

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. lepak with the perfect company
2. read frivolous chick flick too (i read the shopaholic series too :$) and Female

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
1. more clothes

2. a self-organising room

Two pets you have:
1. lola
2. pinky

Two things you did last night:
1. mall roaming with the best company ever

2. ktv with the gofs, the gofil, june and mao! =))

Two things you ate today:
1. tissue prata

2. tau kwa

(omg i ate so many things i want to list everything la)

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. kor on the phone
2. best company ever

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. accompany best company to The Test

2. forgetting about my horrible cramps.

Two Favorite Holidays:
1. Long Holidays (like this Chinese New Year)

2. Christmas! the season of giving

Two favorite beverages:
1. MILO
2. rose petal tea

Two favorite TV shows:
1. Project Runway
2. Skating with Celebrities

Two favorite foods:
1. mee hoon kuay

2. macaroni and cheese
(all things carbo, really)

Two of your least favorite things to do:
1. trying to deal with my cramps
2. doubting.

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. have a career
2. experience full self-confidence

Two top Myspace friends:
1. um... thanks karen for informing me it's a friendster-like thing
2. and so u know wad my answer will be.

i must have been really good my previous life...
to deserve you. =)

My Love Type

Grabbed this from Leona.

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

pardon me.

pardon me. i've got no time recently to do my own blogskin. will be customising this though.
meanwhile, please bear with the text size, the layout and all.
if ure reading.