"i will willingly shave my cock off if i cheat on you"

muahaha. i made my boyfriend say that. he refused to initially for god knows what reason. i mean, seriously, if you wont cheat on me, just say it right? anyway he gave in and said that, adding that it makes no sense since it wont happen - the cheating.

it's so hard to grow up and be all independent! i moved out of my mom's, moved in with two european guys who turn out to be really difficult to live with, try to sleep at my mom's as often as possible, and then now my sister-in-law is hinting that i'm staying over too much. righttt.

and zhen is overseas in kuching, sarawak, for a shoot! back on sunday! i guess the whole drama about my house drew us closer together. i depended alot on my friends since i couldnt possibly complain to my family - which is quite sad. and also my boyfriend wishes to punch a particular guy's face in now. yay!

on a happier note, MY IPHONES WILL BE HERE ON MARCH 22, LATEST! i hope. im going to jakarta on the 25th, and i REALLY REALLY want it before then! :))