being too idealistic.

so, i used to have this dream about being able to walk down the streets and knowing everyone's name. i grew up, and realised that even if i want to know everyone, not everyone is interested in knowing me. which, surprisingly, is fine by me.

of course, it is rather disappointing to think that my ideals as a child is probably not going to work out, since i don't make any effort at all. but it is pretty disturbing when i can't talk like a human to someone i see for about four hours each day for five days a week. i had this idea about talking it out. rounded up some effort and asked the said person out for supper (for the second time) to the same place, and of course the day was set. yet once again, the said person beautifully and conveniently forgot about it again.

like the young one said, "i think you're being too idealistic." you know what? i think so too.