interdependence.

the belated birthday dinner turned out really well! we had turqish grill at this restaurant along arab street, and it was awesome. or maybe the company made it so. i just remember feeling no pressure and no fear of being judged. i was with people who dont judge. =) such an easy thing. and i remember laughing til my stomach hurt on the way back. i'll never look at angel hair the same way again. =)

im such a child sometimes. too stubborn and insistent on getting what i want, and sulking when i cant. the bad thing is, i hide the frustration to people who can do something about it. so i end up unhappy for awhile. well, the good thing is, i have a horrible memory.

work was crazy on tuesday -- stayed past midnight. The Man took up about an hour of my time though, but it was really enjoyable conversation! i didnt get the idea that he was trying to dig though, cos he was sharing alot more than usual. very interesting chap.

cos of the late night on tuesday, i skipped NUS on wed, but went for a jog cos the sun was beautiful. lola managed only one round, and i had to drag her and shorten my jog cos i was worried about her. ha! but it's true. i'm scared. anyway. i shouldn't be.

i made a new friend! he's so much fun to be around. i blew $50+ at candy empire. lots of peanut butter cups! and a huge glass bottle of jellybeans. not that i eat them, but i know my children like them, and i love the bottle. but i digress. my new friend is quite similar to me in some small ways! i've finally found company for word games! a worthy opponent on word challenge. yay.

im looking forward to movies now though. with that bit of revamp in the office, i need a break. so... Sing To The Dawn, The Coffin, Thunder T??, i'm coming! oh, and i need to watch Mystery Man. but it's an old film. Ben Stiller, here i come! muahaha.

im too tired to make any sense. i havent been able to sleep. ugh. i hate feeling like this.