1st post of 2008! woah!

it feels alot like christmas.

and i have no idea why.
maybe it's cos i saw someone wear something that reminded me of santarina. oh right. i think that's it. i saw a pair of shoes at charles and keith that reminded me of the sexy lucky bitch who gets to be with santa claus.

i just felt like blogging!

so it's the exams, and i get abit of nerves. which is sooo strange, i think it's karma. i never had the nerves when i was having mine, all those years ago!

and i honestly, honestly cannot understand why people think i cant speak mandarin. and the most incomprehensible part is, they still insist on it after they've heard me speak some! so gwm tried to explain it to me today...

gwm: your mandarin is very proper, but i think it's the way you speak it. very polite. you sound like a customer service officer.
me: ... customer. service. officer. ???
gwm: yes! like... "我可以为您服务吗？"

wtf? of all things! no wonder people take me as a bootycall. not only have i the "talk to me" face, now i speak mandarin like a CSO. i need to work on it. let's speak mandarin 24/7! no, i'm kidding. i dont want to get another bootycall. but anyway, i think gwm did a fabulous explanation.

anyway, not all chinese roam the redlight district, and not all who speak mandarin are chinese. im just an effectively billingual singaporean. fullstop. no race. dont bother with it. if you need to put a colour to me, it's yellow.

i think it's the drug the very cute doctor put me on. he said the side effect was nausea. and he's so right. i feel like throwing up very much. it's giving me a headache. and i cant sleep! urgh.