things i shouldnt have done..

never play with a half-toddler in ur pencil skirt
i thought it was exciting that vera followed me everywhere i went in her little walker..
to my room n then waiting patiently outside while i packed my bag;
to the living room where i switched off the tv;
to the bathroom while i put on my makeup.
and all these while she chews (with her gums) on a saucer my mother gave her.

but she had to drop the saucer while i was at the last step of making up
and she had to whine non-stop... when she usually just does her puppy-eyes trick.
so my low tolerance for whining tugged at me to put down my moisturiser n just bend over, pick up the saucer, rinse it n pass it to her. sounds easy. put down my moisturiser... check. bend over... krrrrrrrrrrrk. oh. my gawd. i forgot i was wearing the if-u-must-bend-over-u-had-better-squat-with-ur-knees-together-then-bend- at-a-certain-angle-skirt. which meant that tearing noise must have come from my skirt. freeze. look down. eh? no damage done. so i wore a skirt with a large tear in the inner petticoat to work yesterday.

never write a post halfway
i had two things i shouldnt have done to blog about... until i clicked on "save as draft" and left it at that. ugh.

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anw. i just received news form the horse's mouth that it's galloping off to a greener pasture. that it's leaving a whatever-u-call-a-baby-horse to fend for its own. oh gosh. i think the baby can cope, but heyy. it's a pillar of advice going away! it just never occurred to me. a week before confirmation. and yes, it's three months already.

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and i remember the second (now third) thing i shouldnt have done!

never step on anyone's tail, for you won't know if it belongs to the butt you have to kiss tomorrow
okay, not literally. not even remotely metaphorical. just barely associated with this phrase. i cant believe it is happening. the seeds of poisonous um, pongpong i've planted yesterday have become a friend's plant. and i thought id never see it again.

it's frighteningly coincidental. or maybe there are just too few people who are brave enough to face what they really want. or if you insist on putting it your way, maybe there are just a handful of people who havent grown out of their sexuality cos it's a matter of time, to you.