i know i have a lousy memory for certain things
but it's amazing how strongly i felt yesterday
towards some issues
and i cant remember wad happened exactly now,
let alone feeling any animosity towards anyone.

reilly said something that reminded me -
that we should not change or hide ourselves
just not to get into someone's ways.
i had been doing that til recently
that ive just decided to lie low n accept certain things.
better submit n let my life be easier.
but does it really make my life better?
i lose myself once again.

i realise this post doesnt exactly sound like a happy one,
but i'm alright really.
very peaceful.
hope the rest of the day goes well
for u and me.