an angry post.

an angry post.

warning: this is an angry post.

urgh. im fed up im pissed off.
n i freakin hate it.
so Jo Black has become straightforward.
and i dont see why this is worse off
than being a fucking hypocrite.
maybe i should just be a hypocrite
to make myself feel better.
rules of satanism in which i almost believed in once.

when im mad at u,
i wont smile sweetly at u,
though i might give u a gritted teeth smile.

when i have issues with u,
i wont be all chummy n nice,
though i'll still laugh at ur jokes,
cos i dont mind jokes.

when i am angry at u,
i will tell u straight in the face.
and im sure u have heard it from me before.

dont expect me to say sorry
when i dont mean it at all.
cos i'm not like u.

dont expect me to not expose u
when u change ur fucking words
right under my nose.

when i m in one of my bad moods,
i will tend to lash out at u
for the simplest bad thing u say.
or the mildest thing that ignites the flame
in the piping hot lion.
(no not a pippin' hon.)
and u must be an angel in my eyes
if i talk to u as if i were in the best of moods
cos it really doesnt happen to everyone.

and i am true with my feelins,
not like u, bitch.
callin' me darlin' n pretending to be all nice
when u so obviously hate me.
fuck off.