in living out my hectic life,
struggling between rest work n school,
just what have i missed out on?

toying with the idea of 'a lazy friend',
is it really that some of us are lazy frens,
or is it that we don't have the time?
it's not just an excuse u know..
im so wrapped up in stuff
that most of my recrea moments are spontaneous.

"wanna catch a movie today?"
"wan do a late night movie tonight?"
"coffee this evening?"
"lunch together?"
"town?"

ive been indulging in 'the moments'.

i dont think ive been a lazy fren,
i havent got the time to ask pple out,
unless at super uber short notice.
tuition everyday's draining me out.
now even mornings r taken.
putting in extra bucks n experienes
is really not as easy as can be imagined.

how many frens' lives am i missin out on?
i can only try to cover with readin blogs
n tagging n msn-ing.
certain frenships are really true..
no communication for a long time
but connection at meet-ups.
it's not just the amount of stuff we share,
it's the comfort in the silence too.

i guess with the lifestyle im leadin,
i can only live in the moment.
i hope im not missing out on too much of ur life.
cos i'm trying not to.
live ur life w/o me,
it's my loss.