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this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

1.10.05

oooh. i feel my biceps.

so it was taitai day with fir yesterday =].
early morning library (mugger-toads!)
then gym at a nice pace,
lunch, shoppin'.
shioooookkk.

except i had to rush back for some stuff,
which turned out to be really fun!
i should really learn how not to scream so much.
skipped some stuff,
and tried to back out of it,
but the soft-heart of jo's tugging and maybe i'll go afterall.

revisiting of a certain place last night
reminded me of tonnes of stuff -
how i used to dangle my legs over the river,
how i used to comfort people,
how i threw up for the first time in my life aft kns gave me lime juice,
how someone borrowed money to buy flowers for another girl,
then how i sat with someone at coffee bean,
hearing stuff.. that i didn't really need to hear.
the voices that called out to me upon my arrival,
the familiar faces i used to see..
all fading into the dust.
we've grown up,
and things have changed.

this morning i woke up,
with a familiar pain in my upper arms.
and that brought a smile to my face.


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