trying to make life easier

this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

9.1.05

been writing my diary
almost everyday now.
so it doesnt seem to me
that ive been blogging less.

::announcement::
ive downgraded.
to the kinda person
that i get confused over.
u know
that kind of pple
who doesnt seem to deserve
the friends that they have.
i've downgraded.
do i deserve the frens i have?
have i been good enough a fren?
urgh.

anyhow,
diaries are scary literature
that contain extremely varied views
on things n people
in different entries.
they can contradict one another
in many occasions.
so never read another's diary
unless u have time to finish it.
ok no, im kidding.
never read another's diary, anytime.
u'll probably get the wrong idea
and everything.

diarying is really quite unlike blogging.
u dun have to be politically correct
and u dun have to make disclaimers.
but to me,
and only some know why,
blogging is more private that diarying.
but im back to diarying already.

so will this blog die soon?

some issues are repetitive across humankind.
u see probs pple faced
fallin on urself.
u see probs that u faced
fallin on others.
and we all learn from one another.
we are social creatures,
all of us.


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