i think ive been so pampered
that i cant take things not going my way
n this is absolutely disgusting.
cos ive never been like that.
not since i remember.
kill me.
im turning into someone i dont know.

packin my stuff
always brings back memories of the old me.
of the many old mes.
the times when i was weak
the times when i was emotional.
the times when i was strong as can be
and i begin to wonder.
ive changed over time,
as everyone else does.
but i dun think it's for the better.