a terrible night

a terrible night.

it was a terrible night.
a few terrible nights actually.
ive been thinkin of u so much
that i wake up every half an hour,
needing u.
i cant even sleep properly.
the most ironic thing is,
i know so much u're within reach.
i need u, yet i dont really wan u.
im confused.
and then i went for tuition just now,
needing u ever so badly.
i even used up one n a half packets of u!
damn u, u tissue.

*sneeze*