crampin' streak

shiyun's on her winning crampin' streak.
cramp n cramp n cramp.
like it's free.
i mean, of cos it is.
at my expense.
some creatures can just be so selfish.

and no no.
i'm bloody allergic to so many painkillers.
and my beloved heat pad decided to die.
ha ha.
wad a joke.
and i have a bloody paper later.
and no, my time on the blog's correct.
i'm up so late.
kill me.
shoot me.

i better give birth to more babies.
else i'll be crampin' for nothing.
my whole life of cramps.
and no babies.
it would be quite sad.
remember to console me
if i dun get babies.

it's this kinda time
when i miss that hand on my tummy
that warms it up
and puts me to sleep.

it's this kinda time
when i miss that voice in my ear
that calms me down
and puts me to sleep.

and then i realise
that im really all alone
with no source of affection
noone to pacify me
noone to whom i grumble
and not feel apologetic afterwards.

and then i question myself
if i really wan someone
for my own selfish needs.
and yes
i think so.
i miss cuddlin' up on the sofa
to watch all the movies on the tv.

dont we all?