i wrote this down on paper,
to remind myself to blog on it,
but i didn't.
don't worry, it's quite outdated.
in terms of shiyun time

the motivation to do
what you want me never to do,
comes from you.
yes, ironically.

"i bet you'll do this
when u have the that to.
you're that kind - i can see."

ah. i'm sick of censoring.
it's a whole long chunk.
and yes i am sick of censoring,
but i still do.
cos im responsible enough
to know what shouldnt go online.

another chunk:

if you want respect, earn it.
c'mon. you can do it.

dont say you're playing games.
reverse psychology does not,
and i repeat, does not,
work on me.

the more you dont want me to
hang out with my lesbian friends,
the more i would.
the very prospect of meeting a guy like u
turns me homosexual.

dont bother to comment,
it's something that happened before,
n i now feel nothing abt it.

anyhow,
i have this habit of writing down stuff
to throw them away.
this aids me in forgetting.
but ive been keepin a diary recently
and thus the lack of stuff on my blog.

some stuff are better left unsaid.
and if u ever wonder why
i can have so many crushes,
it's cos the real one's inside my mind.
i dun put it on my mouth.