just blog

::communication theory::

it says something like
u choose to read what reinforces ur opinions
n rejects what creates dissonance.
i shall blog again on it when im reading up
fits rather fine into my essays i see.

been reading up quite a bit during term
for my essays.
im impressed at the bibliographies i have.
at least three readings for each essay.
maybe that doesnt impress u,
but it sure wows me.
i'm taking a step into my fulfilling life!

anyhow
back to why i even started talkin abt
communication theory
heard Last Flight Out on class95
some song that reminds me of ben.
started thinkin abt when i started learnin canto.
one of the first few phrases i learnt,
was this: "having me as your sister,
makes u the luckiest person in the world."
and who did i tell this to? ben.
n some songs just kept floodin into my head
out of nowhere.
and i think abt stuff.
but it's not bothering bothering me really.

so please.
and i repeat, please.
dun gimme any pep talk.
its not influencing me,
and im writing these down
not because i wan u to react.
(then why blog abt it in the first place?)
i can go on n on abt the arguments
as to why ppl blog
and their intentions.
but anyhow, i see blogging as a means
to communicate n to fill in frens
on how ive been living my life.
so yes. no pep talks.
dun tell me stuff like it's over
n i shouldnt think, etc etc.
these are stuffs i know myself.
and u know i know, so dun bother.