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this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

20.6.04

i think i'm quite a lucky girl..
i know who are the ones who care.
i may not know all,
but i know some of em.

thank you mommy,
for offering whatever i need that u're able to provide;
for always being nice even when i've got a bad temper;
for always dishing out orders cos this makes us closer;
for just being my mommy.

thank you bro,
for always bickering cos this way i know u arent hiding anything;
for always being the good old bro who gives everything u can;
for suaning me n letting me suan cos this makes us frens as well;
for thinkin abt me when u look at a gf;
for always patching up with me after our big quarrels.

thank you kris,
for sharing my double life;
for being there when i need a drink;
for encouraging me when i'm low;
for constantly bringing up my self-confidence n mean the things u say;
for being my fren for so bloody long.

thank you yizhen,
for always being there -- to share my joy n pains;
for never hesitating to come to me at any hour of e day;
for putting up with my words n views that differ from urs;
for being frank abt everything cos that way i know u're true;
for remembering me even when u're far away;
for supportin me even in decisions u dun think are right;
for seeing me even thru probs u have anticipated n warned me abt.

thank you na,
for never rejecting my calls;
for always listenin when i have anything to say;
for never telling me i'm being a nuisance;
for telling me straight in the face wad u dun like;
for seeing me thru the rough patches for so many months;
for putting up with me for one whole sem;
for offering advice whenever i need them.

thank you mao,
for all the kopi sessions which makes me feel so relaxed;
for all the advice u have given me;
for making me feel like an adult n reasonin out my thoughts;
for never making me feel small;
for that listenin ear that doesnt only pretend to listen;
for being concerned abt so many things;
for being selfless towards all ur frens.

thank you daddy,
for all the advice u've given me;
for rationalising situations the way i've never thought of;
for all the sweet things u've done for me;
for showing concern that dont need to be realised;
for treating me as a friend;
for remembering me when u think of sweet things to do;
for being a good daddy.

thank you si gee na,
for speakin to me with real conern;
for being so zai n knowing always wad to do;
for talkin to me n offerin me choices;
for never letting me feel small in ur presence like i thought i would.

thank you bro james,
for always takin initiatives;
for always appreciating wad i've done -- stuff i dun even remb;
for always being a good bro n being there;
for always talkin to me like an equal, like a friend.

thank you huiye,
for always being there in rain or shine;
for being the one whom i'll never think of as taking me for granted;
for being the one i'll never be afraid to approach;
for being the one who's lame n sarcastic n never afraid to speak;
for being the one who sees when the others dont;
for never forgetting me in outings even though im not free alot of times.

thank you peishi,
for being the one who never forgets;
for being the one who shows endless care;
for being the one who brightens up our days;
for being the one who eases the tension in the air;
for being the cute little one who goes crazy over stuff.

there are so many pple who care
that i wont be able to
acknowledge here in one entry..
but i wan u to know that i know u care
and i wan to thank you for caring.
Thank You!


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