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this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

28.5.04

One Friday of Fridays...

I'm losing it... i'm tired and i'm just losing it... I have thoughts of doing Occupational therapy instead... Of cos physio's still my love and besides that, i have no idea what else to do. I've been looking towards God and i keep asking him if this is HIS plan for me or is this me being stubborn. But there's no answer yet...




Maybe... I'm just deaf...
Training has been uno for me... i'm going for another Op on my knee. Yes, the same knee and the same spot. Which means, no racing for me this year. I'm just wasting away, becoming a blop of mass as the days past. Please don't blame me for feeling this way...


You won't understand it till you've experienced it yourself...
IMAGINE... not being able to do something you love...


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