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after a blood test today, i declare that im fit for blood donation - there's no pain involved and hey. blood comes out! ive always feared oil'll flow out. well of cos the nurse has to poke the needle into the vein and not just below my skin.

i thot this alphabet thing is fun - gives u a topic and yet the freedom to go ahead.. and crap. here goes. Ten things i love beginning with the letter 'n'. wow. sounds like the pyramid game. half of me feels like describing what i like that starts with 'n' and let u guess. but i think noone will. so. rah.

one
NANA. i love you! the balance between me n yz, the giver who doesnt mind my taking (or at least has the decency to keep it to herself), the gof who let me squat for a sem, the listener to all my jokes which turn out unfunny.

two
need. it's always the ends of the spectrum when it comes to need and me. it's always either someone needs me so much i can't take it or i need someone so much it hurts. and now i need a balance.

three
nothing. i believe in nothing. that nothing's real, that nothing's forever, that nothing is important. that nothing's deliberate. that nothing's subconscious. and nothing's the truth. i'm scared of nothing. that nothing's gonna be the outcome of my whole life. and yet i believe in it.

four
new. just like the vague positioning of the new mall, i'm lover of all things new. venturing into new things (and most of the time not completing them) is my biggest love.

five
never never land. i love peter pan. i love wendy. and most of all i love never never land. not just as a fairytale or bedtime story but it sets me thinking. go dwell.

six
nonsense. i think thats what im made of. and i love myself. =)

seven
nemories. does this work? okay i wont take the shortcut.
new media. i think this counts. i love how society reflects and influences. and theres nothing else that does this more than new media.

eight
i give up. next time.

nine
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