um.

someone ask me why.
why its been so long since i got my freedom
yet i havent been online much
i havent changed my blog skin
i havent switched to livejournal
i havent started sleeping in the wee hours of the morning.

MY COMPUTER'S DOWN.
it cant be on-ed.
that's the problem.
and i dont know why i cant solve such a simple problem.

and i feel lazy.
i dont want to learn puerto rico.
so im typing away at zs's computer
while the rest of the beloved crowd around the bed.
to play the game la.

and when i finally get to use the internet,
nothing seems to be fun leh.

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now for the real updates.
ive had SOOOO MUCH FUN!

been hanging out with kris
during the exams.
celebrated her birthday at the red club
and i honestly felt it.
im straight.
from, i quote feng,
the top of my scalp to the tip of my toes.
it was a monks remake
and of course i saw the unwanted people.
but most of the time,
i just sipped at the drinks i ordered at the bar,
smsing for help.
but it was monksy.
madmonksy.

had a ball of a time at thumpers with kimmy n lynn.
danced til i rained.
and if u club with me u know how little i usually dance.

did supper with eleine fir issy audrey n yirang.
oh man. it was just coffee.
or iced water actually.
and it was sweet.
im lookin forward to high tea.

came out with yz aud na n zs.
damn nice catching up.
n the programmers.
=) theyre the pride of my life.
the best thing i ever got.

and when i contrast that with this particular friendship,
i um. feel fake.
fir knows how i feel. help.
ive become so good at it i feel like that person.

i need to jog.

well..im having fun!!