updates

wishlist:
- a flat camera with good pixels n big display screen
- a new computer
- a handphone
thats all i wish for right now.
PLEASE LET IT OCME TRUE ASAP.

anw todays bday celebration was funnn.
like i felt so myself.
james' right.
we're just quite different around different pple
but i think im more real with my family.
just cos im totally myself
my temperament and all
no holding back
and everything.
theres no need to feel judged with ur family
theres no need to feel like u cant trust.
this is wad i call a family.
*beams.
sure there'll be times things go all bad
sure there'll be times u feel like u dont belong
but nowheres better than home.
nowheres better than being with pple
you dont have to be scared of.
not sure if pics will be up for todays event,
i had some gross 'ruhua' pics taken!
hahahaa.
but all in all.
i enjoyed myselfffff.
URGH.
i wan a camera before wed.
SOMEONE PRETTY PLEASE BUY IT FOR ME?
or EVERYONE CHIP IN?
*winks.
*sweet smile.
urghhh
find me a rich boyfriend.

nah i was just kidding.
or maybe not.
hmmm.