urgh

i don't know who's who anymore.
noone speaks directly to anyone anymore.
i seem to be the only one.
it's scary.
people whom i thought i knew,
turn out to be total strangers.
world, stop speaking in rhymes.

life is so meaningless.
and as each day passes before me,
i find it becoming more n more pointless.
especially life in singapore.
maybe only petrina will know wad im talking abt.
why do people lose interest in one another?
why do the closests stop caring?
i feel so alone.
im scared.
i keep discovering things that dishearten me.
im scared that one day i'll lose hope.
first i realised it's no point arguing,
cos u dont listen to my point,
u take everything i say as an attack.
now i realise it's pointless whining,
and letting u know just how i feel.
because it doesn't affect u at all.
it scares me.