im drained

im drained.

must be the two weeks.
i need training.
tmr, please come.

i am drained.
so drained from trying to forget.
so drained from not remembering anything.
so drained from getting no response
yet so drained from not doing anything.

so drained from entertaining
so drained from going thru routines

i need a laugh in my life
and im taking it from everywhere.
everywhere thats not right.
wad has come over me?
i'm being someone i'm not.
i wanna get out.
i wanna sleep.
let me.
and let me dream.