i cant be who u wan me to be.

i cant be who u wan me to be.
cant u see?

i'm very tired.
i'm really very tired.
i'm not how u wan me to be
and i can't do it.
i really really can't.

i'm always ur disappointment.
always.
when will u be proud of me?
when will u tell me u r?
i need reassurance.
i dont want negative encourgement.
it doesnt work on me.
it really really doesn't.
cant u tell me i'm doing good,
when u think i am?
why do u just tell me wad i've not been doing?
i can't do them all..
i really can't.

i don't want to be strong.
i want to depend on someone.
i don't want to have to do all of this alone.
i'm so sick of swallowing my tears.
i'm so sick of hearing the same things,
over and over again.
u know u'll be the cause,
if wad u've been saying will happen
really happens in future.