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this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

4.11.05

of sleepovers and beloved gofs.

forty-eight hours away from any computer
(except for the purpose of watching videos)
and minimal contact thru' handphone,
i spent a very lovely two days.
few things make me happier than
spending time with my two gofs and watching video,
cooking gourmet food *wink*
and making professional sushi *double wink*.

so thru' the two nights i developed a fear
of the possibility of me beginning to sleepwalk.
first was the "pah pah pah" act in my dreams sems ago,
then on wednesday the "hey"
and yesterday night "are you?"
i talk too much in my sleep it's scary.
im lucky it's either unintelligible or unintelligible.

a friend told me some stuff that immediately reminded me of myself.
me as not the victim but the other one.
over-expectations of friends and unreasonability become so obvious
when they're on someone else.
why didnt i see it?
well, at least it's over now =).
i just feel horrible if i should have made any unreasonable demands
on absolutely anyone before.

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xw: heyyy yeap i changed my blogskin and there's not much to navigate thru!


1 Comments:

At 7:56 PM , Blogger arwee said...

yoyo..

*faint*

okies.. aiyohhhhhhh

 

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