me

there was this period of time just recently
that i read "insecurity breeds paranoia"
and decided i should just let it be.
recalled certain feelings i used to have
and realised i should let u fly.

just a year ago i was feeling free
whatever ppl did was fine by me.
whoever liked them i didnt care
cos it was me whom their hearts were with.

n i couldn't figure out
just why cant i feel the same.
no matter how hard i tried to fit these in,
i just got affected all the time
by the silliest, silliest things.

i finally realised
it's cos ur love's not exclusive.
i dont know how many mes there are,
i dont know who u really are.

and im getting tired of the game,
im burnt out i dowanna guess again.
maybe one day i'll find out
just how much i meant to u
but right now, ive had enough.

of ur silly little games,
of ur silly little names.
of the things u say to nobody
the way u take them away easily.
of the things u say to me
the way they don't seem to be.

it's not ur fault, definitely.
u've given me a classic "get-lost" line.
u've put it the nicest way possible
even though it's not in the least bit clear.
but i know it's a classic line
to get half outta ur life.