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this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

31.1.05

felt good today.
actually knew wad i wanted to wear!
but of cos i didnt have it.
haha but oh well nvm..

wore my off-color ring to sch today
n char said it's kiddy! rahh.
at least dumberly appreciated it.
lecture was ok..
but break wasnt.
im beginning to lose it-
the motivation to study.
n i shall make an effort to gain it back!
i so can do it.

hit art fren with dumberly n char
after eileen cancelled tuition.
guess who i saw?
bigpaw n huiwen!!
so qiao.
but she actually asked huiwen in front of me -
"she's black rite?"
then turned back n said "hi black!"
wonders of wonders--
frens of frens of frens.

been feelin abit uptight abt certain issues
but oh well.
sometimes things were never really wad u thot them to be.
im been an assuming ass lately
and i really need to kick it.
and im beginning to learn the art of
critical reading.
i knew the theory
but never really practised it..
it helps.
and the newspapers is actually becoming interestin
and im beginning to love politics in plays.

so many things happening
so many issues that i cant articulate.
my blog's becoming pretty superficial
and im losin all my issues.
i shall soon do something abt it,
but now,
i shall hit the books.

not to forget..
my wonderful wonderful dinner
at fish&co with my darlingss ck.


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