trying to make life easier

this logs the happy and painful process of learning about myself

10.10.04

been thinkin abt a few issues
wanted to blog abt them
but forgot them all
the moment i clicked on 'new post'.
weird.
it always seems to be this way.

wad have i been doing?
tuition's lessening,
trying to do up a bit of readings
n spending time with myself.

met lin yen uncle kee gene n zs n june
at swaps table on friday
cos uncle kee (yes no more uncle underwear)
was gonna drive us to
andy's suprise birthday celebration.
anyhow, gene made this comment:
"hey, u're here! usually u're not."
kinda reinforced that image i have in me.
i havent been hanging around much
with anyone at all.
even though i'm trying to!
i used to be present at every single
swaps thing, big or small.
now i'm not even at the table.
but i guess i feel more fulfilled.
i'm giving tuition,
i'm earning a decent sum of money
and i'm doing ok.
i dunno if i have a life
but i try to do wad i wan.
and i guess that's wad matters..
i dunno if i'll die tmr,
n i've done stuff that i wan to do.
and i'm glad.
live life the way i want to.

anyway,
went for two tuition sessions
before wakeboarding on sat.
ups n downs.
couldnt do the 180 anymore
but managed to do the bunny hop twice.
i hope i'll keep it up.
meet the girls for dinner
at Ichiban at esplanade.
omg. it's really ICHIBAN!
the tuna really melts in ur mouth.
yum yum.
anyway we went to mariott
and spent the night yakking.
i really hope to have more of these!

anyhow,
i took some neoprints with charmaine!
haha like omg.
noone even wanna take neoprints with me
and charmaine is in the same situation.
haha so we took.
and stupid me pressed 'ok'
n we didnt get to choose pics.
and i fergot to draw the shit on her head
the second time round.
shall post pics up
if she sends them to me.

i'm sleep deprived.
pardon my repetitions.


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