SWAPS Dinner

SWAPS Dinner

it was cool!!
cant forget that i pulled outta the comm.
i'm sorry but i had to concentrate.
and there were other reasons
but a job well done!!
loved the mtv part..
think they did a real good job.
really!

dinner..
food was fine,
but dunno why i didnt go for a 2nd round.
was just full.
so puzzling..
anyways shaun n verm sat b'side me,
beng chong, giang n pam opposite.
nana was at the sound system,
zs n ccy at the pageant table,
audrey at the old birds table.
took quite some pics,
but all on others' cameras.
im just so lazy with my bulky one.
someone get me a slim video cam please?

shaun goooo drove!!
woohoo~~
den he drove ccy, verm n i outta orchidville.
i must say, that place's got pretty nice ambience,
even without the feeling of air con.
anyways, we went to meet yingwei in town.
were deciding btween rocky masters n swensons.
we ended up at swensons
where i made a fool of myself!
but nvm.. it's normal. haha
dessert was good..
but i didnt get my sticky chewy! grr.

not really in the mood.
feeling so out of love.
but well..like verm said
maybe i should just shut the world out.
for awhile.
i dun miss my kayak..
but i miss the times we had.
do u miss them too?
i think it's better this way
i feel free
i feel better
i feel lighter.
but wad m i to do with the memories?
i cant seem to remb the bad ones now.
i knew that drinkin session would work..
and i dun feel sad anymore
cos i dun feel anything at all.

going for bbq later at lucas' house!
hope pple are turning up..
and meeting verm n her chubbs aft that!
oh man. so weird.
haha we'll see how it goes.

actually, i feel different.
i feel changed.
i dun feel like the shiyun i was.
does anyone feel like i'm changed too?
im just feeling weird..